Artist Statement
Perceptions
“If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing
would appear to man as it is, infinite.For man has closed himself up, till
he sees all things thro' narow chinks of his cavern.” – Blake
This series is a challenge to what perception truly is. Vision
has been equated with “knowing” even though it is nothing more
than a chemical response to the light that passes through the lens of the
eye. Vision at best is a second hand way of knowing the world; all that can
be perceived is light that has been reflected off of objects. When people
look at an image reflected in a mirror they do not feel that the reflection
is real, yet when it is reflected by the “mirrors” in one’s
own eye that image is deemed reality.
Plato spoke of a cave where images were displayed on the back wall, but these
images were only representation of the “real” world and those
that believed that these images were real would never have a true understanding
of the actual world they lived in. For Plato the world of the real existed
outside of the cave; outside of the eye.
“Painting is a blind man's profession. He paints not
what he sees, but what he feels, what he tells himself about what he has seen.”
- Pablo Picasso
Our misunderstanding about perception is ingrained so deeply
that it colors much of our language.
For instance, we say “I see” when what we really mean is that
that we understand something. Someone is called “blind” when they
lack understanding - blind to the truth or blind to some fact which others
see as obvious. Look in almost any dictionary and you find synonyms for blindness
that include words like: unknowing, unquestioning, careless, heedless, ignorant,
imperceptive, inattentive, inconsiderate, indiscriminate, injudicious, insensitive,
neglectful, oblivious, thoughtless, unaware, unconscious, undiscerning, unmindful,
unobservant, unreasoning… it goes on and on.
Clearly this is not reality but rather one of those shadowy images that is
cast upon the cave wall. What then is reality? What is Perception?
My series is an effort to answer these questions; not in words but in paint
and canvas – by using images to understand perception. The masked man
on TV and in the movies hides his identity by covering his eyes, and through
this simple act hides all that he is. The identities of villains and even
fictitious heroes such as Spiderman and Batman all fade into oblivion purely
by covering their eyes. My paintings focus on the eyes and the very area that
a mask would cover thereby “unmasking” the subject of the painting
giving no place for the emotions and the truth of the person to hide. You
look at my paintings, but very often they look back.
“I dream my painting, and then I paint my dream.” - Vincent van Gogh